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From nine-teen to twen-ty. [Nov. 29th, 2009|11:12 pm]
Tomorrow, I'll be 20 and never be 19 again. Over the past year, many things have happened and changed. Lost some friends, gain some back and lots of experience that came along with it. It somehow made me think alot and grow up. I think everyone needs this in our lives at some point of time and learn from it and not get stuck into it. Tomorrow's also my last day of school for study week. For the past 3 months or so in school, I've learnt to lookout for one another and most importantly, myself. That's cause, if you don't stand up for yourself, no one will. In this world, its a man eat man world. I know I sound so pessimistic here, but seriously, if you've gone through what I do in terms of school work, you'll empathise with me.

I use to make new year's resolution every year during my birthday, but I've learnt to know that it might never come true unless you work towards it. So this year, I decided not to make any. Whatever comes, comes. (:

So anyways, we caught new moon. FINALLY! But to my disappointment, it was not really up to my standard. Maybe I expected too much from the show, but still. Every scene was from the book, but it was a little too draggy for my liking and the ending was really sudden. I was looking forward to the exciting part, which was nearing the ending already, so not much excitement there eh. haha nonetheless, I'm still looking forward to Eclipse & Breaking Dawn (:

Oooookay, gonna spend myy last few minutes being a teen-ager watching tv. hahahah nights everyone!!
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Just a thought; [Nov. 23rd, 2009|11:35 am]
[I'm feeling | crushed]

My first semster is coming to an end in a week's time and I'm looking forward to it. I've been liking school since the start and the classmates that comes along with it, of course. However, what I don't do/go to, I feel like I'm totally left out from the entire group. Things like clubbing and drinking, I don't do all these things regularly, but people around me do. And I feel that if I don't join in, I might never be accepted into the social group.
I think everywhere comes along with different social groups that you either fit in or you do not. In my case, I feel that I don't fit in after some time. This might just be due to the fact of our social hobbies. I don't want to change what I believe in to fit and alter myself into other people's life, but yet, who wants to feel the way I'm feeling now? The way I'm feeling now, is exactly how I felt in secondary school all over again. And it sucks. )':
I feel like crying, but its just all choked up in my system. I want so badly to let it out, it hurts so much to want to fit in yet I can't. Its like a social ladder which I can never climb up and never let near.
Why is this so? Why is this that we, humans, create to group people into how they're dressed or behave? I don't understand. I admit, I use to 'outcast' some people that I don't get along with in the past, but now that the tables are turned towards me, it feel sucky to be in this situation.
'What goes around comes around,' this sentence is so true. I never use to believe in karma, but now I do.

I want to get out of this.
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2009|02:40 pm]
Well, thought I have some free time now, I decided to update on this blog.

Hmm, things in school have been crazy! And when I mean crazy, its like a mad-house in school everyday. Mon saw me running around finishing up com101 stuffs for presentation on Tues, and presentation day saw us hyerventilating before presentation and screaming like crazy when its over! (: You can never imagine how happy and excited we were when its all over. No more late nights rushing out our powerpoint slides, coming to school early for proj meets and going all crazy cos we were just tired by looking at the laptop. But it was all worth it, when everyone said we did a great job. Guess its the satisfaction that makes everything all worthwhile. (:

Bidding modules for next sem is later in the evening and based on our seniors, its gonna be crazy on the net with everyone fighting for the time-slots and lecturers they want. Hopefully, my plan goes well and I look forward to a better sem. (: Other than school stuffs aside, things have been crazy on the personal side too. A war with my heart, as they would say. Talked to few people about it, but I still don't know if my decision will be right and many what ifs are on my mind as I type. But whatsoevers, I would have to make a decision by this weekend and not let it drag on any further. I hate letting things drag on and not get settled.

In a blink of an eye, and its November. This year, has been going fast and slow and time has been slipping away from me ever since I started school. No more free time for myself, just spending time and pampering myself. I like that, and I want to to do that more often when I get slightly free-er. Holidays are in 1 month and a half's time and I am looking forward to it. I need time to keep myself sane and not go crazy with school. I want to go away on a short getaway but there's not much time for me, since exams end on the 18dec. Sucky timetable. :X But one thing to look forward to (or not?) its my 20th at the end of the month. I don't know if I should wish for it to come faster or not. Because 3 days after and Baby's flying off for 10 days. ): Good thing is, when he's away, I have 2 final papers during that week. So least I can study without feeling guilty of not meeting him. Ohwells.

I feel like my memory's failing on me? I start to forget things, minor or major things, and this is bad. I need to eat pig's brain! (EWW!) But I heard it helps! I start my list a month earlier, so I do not run into problems, like no money, no time to get stuffs and basically laziness. I am going to be santa claus this year and be very giving, which I hope I can fulfil (I'm not very confident about this though) or maybe just handmade cards!

Oooboy! Its 3pm now and I need to get my butt to soci lecture. Wish me luck on bidding later! <3
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