I'll be your security ♥

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 06:54:58 GMT

Well, thought I have some free time now, I decided to update on this blog.

Hmm, things in school have been crazy! And when I mean crazy, its like a mad-house in school everyday. Mon saw me running around finishing up com101 stuffs for presentation on Tues, and presentation day saw us hyerventilating before presentation and screaming like crazy when its over! (: You can never imagine how happy and excited we were when its all over. No more late nights rushing out our powerpoint slides, coming to school early for proj meets and going all crazy cos we were just tired by looking at the laptop. But it was all worth it, when everyone said we did a great job. Guess its the satisfaction that makes everything all worthwhile. (:

Bidding modules for next sem is later in the evening and based on our seniors, its gonna be crazy on the net with everyone fighting for the time-slots and lecturers they want. Hopefully, my plan goes well and I look forward to a better sem. (: Other than school stuffs aside, things have been crazy on the personal side too. A war with my heart, as they would say. Talked to few people about it, but I still don't know if my decision will be right and many what ifs are on my mind as I type. But whatsoevers, I would have to make a decision by this weekend and not let it drag on any further. I hate letting things drag on and not get settled.

In a blink of an eye, and its November. This year, has been going fast and slow and time has been slipping away from me ever since I started school. No more free time for myself, just spending time and pampering myself. I like that, and I want to to do that more often when I get slightly free-er. Holidays are in 1 month and a half's time and I am looking forward to it. I need time to keep myself sane and not go crazy with school. I want to go away on a short getaway but there's not much time for me, since exams end on the 18dec. Sucky timetable. :X But one thing to look forward to (or not?) its my 20th at the end of the month. I don't know if I should wish for it to come faster or not. Because 3 days after and Baby's flying off for 10 days. ): Good thing is, when he's away, I have 2 final papers during that week. So least I can study without feeling guilty of not meeting him. Ohwells.

I feel like my memory's failing on me? I start to forget things, minor or major things, and this is bad. I need to eat pig's brain! (EWW!) But I heard it helps! I start my list a month earlier, so I do not run into problems, like no money, no time to get stuffs and basically laziness. I am going to be santa claus this year and be very giving, which I hope I can fulfil (I'm not very confident about this though) or maybe just handmade cards!

Oooboy! Its 3pm now and I need to get my butt to soci lecture. Wish me luck on bidding later! <3

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 06:22:56 GMT

Its been half a month since I've left my footprints on this blog of mine. Well, from my last entry till now, things have been hectic, especially with school work. I practically have no social life at all. Every week is filled with assignments due (see that I put a 's' in assignment) proj meetings, midterms (for now) and tests. Its crazy! I cannot go on one day without mugging or not do something school-related, or I'll be so paranoid and go bersak. I remember there was once on a Tuesday, when I woke up at 7.30am (when my class that day was 3.30pm) panicking about my esl essay outline, thinking that I was late for class cos I CANNOT miss any class for that mod. Turns out, I was over-reacting. I am crazy, I tell you, crazy! Whoever says coming into UB is a breeze and all, should think twice.

Now, I can't wait for the dec holidays to come, with finals over and no projs to be due every week. Baby's going to aussie during his birthday week. ): Depressing, I know. But on the bright side, I start my finals on that week. So it gives me time to mug and he gets to spend time with his family too. So both wins, I guess? Urgh, but I still dont want him to go off. )':

Anyways, I'm in the midst of mugging for soci paper later, but I'm so conked out from finishing up my report that my brain's fried! :X

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 04:41:02 GMT

I haven't been updating this space so often as before due to school and the easy access of fb and twitter status. heh heh

Hmm, where should I start? Last night was one crazy night, things happen that I wished was just a dream, some I know that this would help me grow up and be more mature about it. And I asked for it, since I'm curious as always.
Now, all I want is to move on from this incident and just carry on with life just as it was before. I cannot pretend it didn't happen, cause it did and I'll just be decieving myself. I'm also not going to pretend all's fine with me and go along with my happy self, cause the more I do that the more I know I'll break down harder. Something will be the breaking point, just like this morning.
I have to accept all of these and move on. Be it happy or sad, I'll take them all.

I hope after I'll come out to be a stronger person.

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:49:22 GMT

Lovin' the picture above. <3

School is driving me nuts now. Assignments duedate is in a few weeks, essays due, mid-terms start next week. omg, I want a getaway after finals. Lots are going on in my life right now, and all I want to do is just get it back on track and let things be mundane. Seriously, I think having a mundane lifestyle and knowing that things are going perfectly the way it should be, kinda good somehow. I'm looking forward to the weekends, though there'll be loads of things due next week, but least I get to enjoy some free time with baby and just relax for awhile before heading back to the books.
Among all the chaos with school stuffs, I'd rather school keep me busy than be free as a fly, not knowing what to do everyday. So, nevertheless, I'm still thankful for school and the people in school that keep me sane. (you know who you are.)

Note to self, things to complete over the weekends:
- Catch up on math cos I really suck at math and I'm supposed to do A level's math. Such an irony. :X **
- Finish reading chapters on soci textbook.
- Finish up esl407 essay #1 (must must must) **
- Read up com101 notes, right from the beginning.
- Research on soci project.

Okay, 2 much more important things to complete first. Gonna crash right now, cos I really need the sleep or I'll faint in school tmr. (no kidding) Hopefully, I'll be able to complete soci readings tmr during my 1 1/2 break.

thank god its SUNDAY!

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 17:51:44 GMT

Omg, seriously, I'm really looking forward to Sundays now. Though its only a day away from Monday, but its the only day I can relax and do whatever I want. Saturdays are usually for church and assignments, and 1 assignment can take me afew hours to complete so there goes my Saturday.
I'm really thankful for this week that I've been able to go through. Many tests up next week again, so more mugging through the night. :X
You know, I'm actually kinda tired of writing and coming up with words, due to my comms blog assignment every week, that I don't really remember what I wanted to write here now.
I've got tons of pictures to upload, like bout 6-7 albums full. Just got back from the airport, having dinns with aunty stella when mummy got some bad phone call. ): Hope everything gets better soon. I'm so tired, I want to wait for baby to call me when he's home, but I'm so so so so tired, that I think I'm just gonna crash in awhile.
Next week, hopefully all my lunch dates go through. Lunch with deborah on tuesday (hopefully), lunch with liyin on wed and spending of our og winning swensons voucher on thurs. Not to mention the many peoject meets too. Datelines coming nearer and nearer, I dont think i have the time to take a breather now, and please, just let me go through this few weeks and I'm done till mid-terms and finals. Thankyou.
Okay, I'm gonna catch up on school work now.

comms blog;

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 05:42:07 GMT

www.dailypostcards.wordpress.com

Second entry is up!! Comments are much much appreciated!
Thanks guys, really! (: (:

school;

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 14:06:10 GMT

What I did for the whole 5 hours break today.
Though they always make fun of me, bully me and make me take ugly pictures of myself, they make school + assignments so much more bearable. (:
Thanks bff & desiree. :D

love without talking;

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 04:30:09 GMT

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 16:00:30 GMT

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Finally! I'm done with this week's assignment. (: Do click on the link k? Give your comments too.
I need 15 comments per entry, excluding my replies, just to pass for this week. :/

Okay, gonna try and head to sleep. Tmr's a long day, meeting up with pat and minfang. (; Can't wait.

writer's block;

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:13:15 GMT

OMG!!! Wordpress just ate up my whole chunk of essay due on Sunday!! ): ): ): ): ):
I cannot believe this is happening to me!! omg omg omg omg omg omg.
Okay, relax relax. I'll try and remember what I wrote and retype the whole thing again, and REMEMBER TO SAVE THE DRAFT!! omg omg omg.

***

On a side note, I just realised today's Sept 11.
8 years ago, New York City's twin towers crashed. Its been so long, 8 years already. I can still clearly remember that faithful day. It was during my PSLE prelims, but I stayed home cos of chicken pox. I remembered watching Channel News Asia in the morning (cos there was no show at 7am), and watching the news flash of the twin towers. I think this is the only incident that had such a huge impact on me. I've always never paid much attention of any attacks happening to other countries, cos I know Singapore is a safe country. But when I saw that, it felt as though its happening near me.
Its really sad, just watching the memorial on TV now, seeing all the families remembering their love ones who died that faithful day.

Woah, getting emotional here. Anyways, I should really get back to wordpress now. Please don't die on me!! ):

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 16:08:54 GMT

I went to Qian Hu fish farm today! (:
And before that, baby drove me to island creamary to get Eunice's birthday cake and drove me all the way home to put the cake before going to Qian Hu, cos the cake might melt. Thanks baby! (:

My second time going there to Qian Hu, but first time actually walking around and bought fish back! (: (: Initially, baby wanted to get a tank for his prawn that he caught last night, but both died this morning. ): So we went there still, to get fighting fish instead.
They were having this charity fair this weekend, so it was all good. Cos there were marshalls guiding us to the carpark, if not i think we'll just get lost. :/
There were fishes everywhere, and some were so so pretty!!! I wanted baby to get everything that I saw cos they were just so pretty and I liked it. hahaha but in the end, he only got 1 fighting fish, cos he wanted to keep it.
It was all very worth it, including the fish tank and fish food together, so thank goodness we went when they had a fair. (:
Coming out was also weird, he had to u-turn back cos he had a feeling we were getting lost while on driving out! haha

***

My heart was heavy the whole day. Weighing me down, choices, yet again. As much as I hate making them, they keep coming to haunt me, forcing me somehow to make a choice and waiting for the right time to come along. ):
School starts pretty early tomorrow, with a long day ahead. But somehow, when its time for me to sleep, I can't seem to fall asleep. But when I have the opportunity to sleep late like the weekends, I get pretty tired easily. My bodyclock is so weird.
But I'm gonna try and get some shut-eye. I'll need it for tomorrow's classes.

This week is gonna be a good week, and I believe it will be. (:

baby, why so sweet;

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 15:16:49 GMT

I was having math class yesterday, and I was texting baby while he was on his way home.
We were just talking and I was telling him I'm having math lesson now.

him: '..... always remember, 1+1=3'
me: 'huh, why I don't get it? Why 1+1=3?'
him: 'I'm right. haha Give you 2 mins to think why.'

I was really cracking my brains out, instead of thinking bout algebra, I'm thinking of 1+1=3 (!!!)

me: 'Why? I don't know. All I can think is 1+1=window hahaha'

I mean, when you're young, everyone says that right?

him: 'What the hell. I'm not that lame. lol 1 me and 1 you = 3 the baby! (inside thingy between us) haha i love you.'

awww!!! Why so sweet, baby? <3

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:18:50 GMT

29th Aug 2009
Headed over to Clarence's place for his 21st after church. I was the first, so I waited for the rest of the cousins to come, and had dinns together at the near-by playground. Felt a lil weird, cos we didn't know his other cousins, so we pretty much hung among ourselves, as usual.
Us + cameras + polariod = loads of pictures and fun! (:

fav picture of the night. (:

omg, okay, the next few pictures are REALLY hilarious!!!

30th Aug 2009
Met up with the girls to celebrate Grace and Eunice's birthdays together! (: Its also the first time Chermaine joined us, but I think we gave a bad impression. ): hahah like aunties, only.
We had lunch at Tony Roma's and I bought helium balloons for them! (: It was a supposed to be a surprise for them, but I ended up having a surprise of my own. haha All boils down to mis-communication. (;
After lunch, we decided to have desserts at Bakerzin cos its half-price for all dessert menu. We were practically stuffing ourselves the whole day. hahaha What else is new? (;

Random School Photos
We had a 3 hour plus break on Tues, after the UB talk. So we just hung around in school and played around with BFF's mac! (:
I really thank God for letting me have 1 friend in all my mods this term. Really bff ar! (;

awesome comms people in my OG! (:

Pheww! Okay, finally done with all my pictures.
Its finally the weekends, time to catch up with my sleep and school. I need to catch up with comp science!! ): ):
Hate it, if not for the 4 credits, I will just drop it. Ohwells.
Have a might great weekends ahead people! :D

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 16:39:50 GMT

Omg, I'm hungry and craving for the wanton mee at fareast!! Chilli with black sauce. Yum Yummmmm!! (:

need to stop thinking of food. need to stop thinking of food. need to stop thinking of food.

so blessed, I can't contain it;

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 00:26:20 GMT

I know its only been the second day of school, but I've projects that need immed attention, and duedate is like, only weeks away. ):
Though with projs piling up, school's been pretty much fun. (: Lunch with the gang is always nothing but laughter, and I'm, as always, the source of their entertainment. Everything, and anything I do, they find something to make fun of. Not that I'm complaining, cos they're the best in school! They make school, the lectures and funny-weird timing breaks much more bearable!

I've tons of pictures, from Clarence's 21st last week, grace and eunice's birthday over the weekends and school pictures! I'll get down to it, probly over the weekend, when I'm much much free-er.

Right now, I'm thanking God that my first lecture this morning is cancelled. Or else, we'll have like, 5 hours break before my next lecture at 3.30 crazy or what?!?!
Its just wasting of my time, so we decided we might head to town, can watch 2 movies!!! HAHAAHAHHA no la, I'm just kidding.

Anyway, I want to say I feel really blessed since I started school, with so many people helping me to get use to uni life and to fit in nicely, without having to be odd around. Like with my school textbooks, cos UB uses TB to study, and we have to buy like over $100+ worth of TB this sem. But cos I'm able to get second-hand or loans of TB from friends, I'm practically freed of all the hassle to get down to school pops to get and think of how to get it cheaper. And just yesterday, pops were selling my comms readings for only $5 (!!!!) Just cos the back had extra printing of the next sem's cover, they sold it cheaper. We were so lucky to be the early ones to get it before stock ran out, cos I got a call from my friend during lunch.

Really! I feel so so blessed by everyone, and I feel so pumped up about school. Everything in my life is all falling into place and its all good. I'm at a really good place in my life right now. What more can a girl ask for? (:
I feel, I'm much more happier here, than when I started school in MDIS, where I was so down everyday when I went to school. Everything that is happening for me, I really have to thank God. Without Him, I guess I'll just be sulking somewhere in my life.

Okay, I need to get down and start on my readings. I was planning out my organiser last night, and on every Friday or during the weekends, I've at least 3 readings to do for the next week. But I'm happy with that, cos now, I've something to do and I feel happy just doing it. (:

Its Wednesday, mid-week people! (: I might be meeting bestfriend and gang during the weekends for our steamboat partyyyy!! (:
For those who are suffering in office/school with piling projects, chin up and do your best! Cause when the results of your late-night toiling comes, it'll be your best efforts and you'll def be proud of it!

Have a good half week ahead!

choices;

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:10:15 GMT

We're always faced with choices that we have to make, some would be good and some bad. But every bad choice we make, we'll have to face the consequences that comes along with it, and most of the time, it'll be regret.

How many of us actually regret when we make a bad choice in our life? I believe at least once. Nobody likes to regret, everyone likes to make the right choice everytime. But that's just how life is, we constantly have to deal with regret in our life.
I've made plently of bad choices in my life, and I had to to deal with the consequences as it is. Many times, I tried to run away from my problems, thus, blowing the whole thing into a bigger problem. I, sometimes, choose to not face the problem as it comes and let it slide off my back. I'm not saying its a good thing, in fact, its a bad thing. Like they always say, 'one thing leads to another.' How very true.

I remember when I was at the crossroads of my life, I was faced with choices. Choices that would make or break my life. Right now, I'm yet faced with another, and I'm still confused, to be honest. At times when I think quietly, I would find myself making a decision. However, when I think if it another day, I would yet find myself making a different decision. So much so, that I confuse myself too.

Now, I make it a point to pen down the decision that I make in my life. Whether or not I decide on it, I'll pen them down. I want to be clear-headed at all times, making decisions that I know it'll be the best for me. I always drag the problems cause of my indecisiveness, and nothing gets solved in the end. I want to change for the better, to prove a point. I've been procrastinating long enough, and I'm going to put a stop to it once and for all.

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 06:42:02 GMT

'Easier said than done.'

I remember talking to my friends last time about a particular topic, let's say A, and my reaction then was different from how I'm reacting now. Its so irony, that at that time when A hadn't happen to me yet, I knew instantly what I'll do and not do. But when A really happens to me, I do a complete different thing from what I stand for in the past.
Now, I really believe in 'easier said than done.'

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 10:07:03 GMT

Supper at night!
Baby's invention and french toast! :D
pardon the quality, my phone cam sucks. :/

baby's invention! haha he turned it over too late, so that explains the burnt part.
But! It tastes pretty nice, cos he put in honey and when it got burnt, it tasted like caramel!

He didn't know how to do french toast, so i did all the dipping and he fried the bread. (:

The pictures doesn't do justice to the food, cos even though it looks funny funny, but its really yummy! (:
I was really full from all the eating, but he was still hungry!!!!
GUYS! I don't know whats with their stomach, but they get hungry pretty easily!

TGIF! :D
Special service tmr, can't wait can't wait! (:
Then Henderson Waves on sunday!
I hope my plans don't get ruined this weekend.

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 15:49:13 GMT

What was supposed to be a good day, turned out the opposite.
Why does the hurt increases with each passing time?

dammit.

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 04:00:15 GMT

The cutest thing ever. <3

Last Sunday was kel's 21st, the first for our family this year. It was lots of fun, playing taidi and him not having enough birthday luck to win. haha and also having bonding time with everyone. Baby came in the end, and I'm glad that he could get along with my cousins. (:
That day was spent with plenty of card games, and of course playing with the both of them! haha how can any family gathering be complete without the laughter and the fun that they bring? Literally, when they came into the house, they were the center of attraction immed! haha
Their little affection for one another, is just plain sweet. When xixi was crying cos she had a fever, qiqi kept asking, 'what happen to jiejie? why jiejie crying?' So sweet rightt!!!! :D :D
haha okay, enough of gushing over them now. (:

I hope I get to go watch the fireworks next sunday with baby, and our plans will not be spoilt. (:

'me-time day'

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:50:51 GMT

Today was self-declared, 'me-time day.' I had time to myself, running some errands, spending time alone and just enjoying the quietness at the CBD area in the afternoon. Its really a big difference, how noisy and packed with human traffic the CBD area is on a weekday, but when it comes to the weekends, nearly no one passes by there and its really quiet and quaint. I had the opportunity to walk through that area and experience the toal quietness, with wind blowing across my face gently. This is something that in Singapore, its really hard to find time like this.
In the morning, I was kinda not really myself cos I didn't want to just go out and change the bible and the watch strap and come home. Sucha waste of time. But once I was out, I managed to clear my head and had the chance to spend alone time with myself. (:

Ooboy, but when I went to meet grace at cityhall mrt, the human traffic there is just beyond crazy! With the ndp preview going on today, I'll see a red person with every turn I make. We got some food and sat by the riverside just outside esplanade, where almost every Singaporean is there to catch a glimsp of the fireworks. I wanted to stay for the fireworks too, when grace left for the preview, but I was alone and the thought of standing on the bus packed with people, made me change my mind. Maybe next time.

Okay, so this is the worst thing that happened today. Because of the preview and the road blocks, I couldn't take a bus outside esplanade, so I walked to Suntec Convention Hall. But I didn't know that 700A doesn't go there today, so I waited for like, half an hour before walking all the way back to Raffle City. Thank goodness, when I got there, 700A just reached and turns out, that busstop was the last stop before it turns back to go Bt Panjang. Thank God!!

So here's my Saturday. Though different from how I use to spent my Sat, it was nice different.

backkkkk;

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 16:53:02 GMT

Yes, I'm back. I just can't stand not blogging, somehow I need some place to pen down my thoughts and so here I am.
The Hangover was totally awesome!! I like the tiger scene, especially!! I laughed from the beginning till the end, and there's not one scene that is boring. Everyone should catch it! (:
Today, we wanted to go to Vivo for dinner from town. But, we didn't know how to get to AYE, and cos my phone has a GPS, we tried to use that to find our way to Vivo. I don't know why the GPS needs bluetooth to function and so we couldn't use it. :/
So in the end, we just drove to marina area and we found the AYE connecting expressway and he knew where to go from there! Lucky us! haha
At that time was like, 5-ish? The sky was pretty nice, with the bright orange sun against the blue sky. One word for it. Beautiful. (:
I took some pictures, but with the lousy quality of my phone, the pictures didn't look so nice when I send it to my lappy. But believe me, the scene was just pretty.

We went to Vivo to see this cross necklace that he saw the other time when he went there, and thinking of getting that. There was this matching earrings together with the necklace and baby wanted to get it for me, but he saw something even more pretty! Its crystal prism, with different colours radiating from each sides everytime you turn it. Really really pretty!!
I can't capture the crystal and the pretty colours on my cam though. ): I showed my mum the crystal when I got home, and she said 'confirm expensive one.' haha Mothers!

After dinner, I went over to Lot1 for jiajia's birthday and to chill with the girls. Okay, mainly to chill with the girls since I haven't seen them in awhile too. (: I had shaker friesss!!! :D :D seriously, this is really getting addictive man!! And also my green apple green tea! I got Weiwen addicted to this drink too, and everytime when we meet before service, we'll def get green apple green tea!! haha its really good, everyone should try it! (:

hiatus;

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 04:23:39 GMT

I'm going on a hiatus.
Need some time to clear my head and sort out my thoughts.
I don't know how long but I hope by the time I'm back, I'll have a clearer view on everything and know what I have to do.

Till then,
C

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 03:12:11 GMT

I finally got hold of all the pictures from last sunday's lunch with the girlies! (:
We lunched at Manhantten Fish Market, seafood platter!!! :D :D YUM YUM!! Their grilled prawns and garlic butter rice, AWESOME!
Obviously, we finished up the rice first, before starting on other food. haha
& grace, was being her unglam self during lunch, AGAIN! like always. haha but I shall not make her famous by posting them here. (:

After lunch, we went over to Orchard Central for fruit tarts, as courtesy by Veron! haha they told me that during church, she kept wanting to have fruit tarts for lunch! Who eats that for lunch?? haha
It was my first time there, and its bigg!! Do you know, there's even a rock-climbing thingy inside?? (!!!) There's also a runway there too, very fashion-centered shopping mall.

When we got to the fruit tart place, it was super packed!! People were queueing and even though we walked like around the place once, we still had to queue for awhile before getting a seat. I forgot what's the name of the place though, but the fruit tart is good and the whipped cream inside the tart, like free. haha but a tad ex though, $7.80 for a slice. Oh, but their tea is really good. (: Detox! HAHA we had like, almost close to 5 pots that day? Refillable, of course!

Their clear cups are super pretty! (: Next time, will be crystal cups! (inside joke! HAHA!)

We were being so demure and lady-llike that day! HAHA a big difference from years ago.
The whole time there, we were just remisnicing on the past years of our friendship. In a blink of an eye, this is our 6th year of friendship! :D
Seiously, we've been thorugh hell lots throughout the whole 5 years plus.
After the major exams this year (eunice's A's), we're having another sleepover!! (: (:
We're planning alot of stuffs and I hope it'll all go well as plan! :D Can't wait, can't wait! (: (:

Its tuesday already, tomorrow's wed and its mid-week! Enjoy your week people! :D

its the weekends! (:

Fri, 17 Jul 2009 06:19:36 GMT

T.G.I.F.!!! :D :D